4am Video (MV)

With every new breath I wanna touch the sky and fly away
With every new step I wanna make a path and find my way
To somewhere new somewhere far somewhere off in the distance
My life has changed so much this passed year crazy to think by now
She would've been my Mrs
But thats the beauty the unknown of tomorrow
Life is magical the way this beat takes me to Alias
Looking Glass making me feel both joy and sorrow
So I sit inside this empty Costa Rican airport
Where this flight will take me back to a reality
I don't care to face
My life isn't bad I just can't seem to shake this taste
Of the what if's the what if's man f*ck the what ifs
This is right now and I am fully present
The Tao flows everywhere silence your inner being and just let it
Do its thing
But wait wait before I proceed to move on just know
No matter where I go and what I do you guys are in my mind in my heart and soul
And even though I'm God-like these reoccurring memories are starting to take a toll

4AM has secrets to whisper so don't go back to sleep
4AM has secrets to whisper so don't go back to sleep

So shout out to those who temporarily fill my void and break down my walls
More life experiences under my belt like breathing deep with a Persian Princess
Underneath Costa Rican waterfalls
Mi Malaque Eroni también es una datura inoxia and taste like malibu rum
Accent of a goddess with a devilish tongue
Pero como se dicen aquí pura vida cus that shit was fun
These security cameras help me keep watch
While I faithfully allow the universe to take care of me
You might think different cus of what you hear and what you see
But honestly
I'm a regular person who loves to bond with laughter come close
Please don't be scared of me
I've been around the world multiple times and have slowly changed from the inside out
I've seen extreme poverty and extreme wealth
Which left me with my own life to figure out
Do I wanna live free let go of my possessions and roam like a nomad
Or keep buying shit I don't need just to be in debt knowing
I can't take it with me just to die so sad
Man I don't f*ckin know
All I know is I'm a man with no dad
Who once was a stepdad
To two small children I miss dearly but I am so glad
To have had that opportunity
I thank their mom for allowing me to figure it out knowing that it was all new to me
I miss their little feet and their little hands
God brought you guys to me then took you away
Who knows what'll happen tomorrow so my future
God I'm gonna put it in your hands
But I don't understand
How someone can have a family break up then start a new one