Ihydaij - Self Medicate Lyrics

Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep
Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep
Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep
Sleep walking , sleep walking , sleep walking
Don't know who to trust, they tell me put the drugs down
But they're never around, Wondering why I fell down
Don't need you with me, Just wanted some company
But you're never around, Wondering why I fell down
I can see the future all up in my brain
But I somehow forgot that people f*cking change
It doesn't feel the same
I'll try not to complain
I'll tuck away the pain
I gotta find my way
Alprazolam all in my brain
(All up in my brain)
A dark abyss that I cannot escape
(I can't escape)
I feel restrained by all the mental chains
I just wanna be okay, Do you want me to remain the same?
Were you ever on my side?
(On my side)
Was I just a body to hold at night?
(All the sleepless nights)
Do you even hear me when I cry?
Do you hear me when I cry?
Do you hear me? Do you hear me when I cry?
A battle between sober and some happiness My mind just cannot fathom this
I'm always in a fashion fit
I feel like I should smash some shit
I feel like I'm just savaging
My brain's always unraveling
Off all these pills time traveling
Don't know who to trust they tell me put the drugs down
But they're never around, Wondering why I fell down
Don't need you with me, Just wanted some company
But you never around, Wondering why I fell down