I tried for so long
To accept what you want
As just a part of who you are
But what I am can't f*cking stand
What you've become
I scream today
It's so cliche
Such a shame that what you crave
Is every gaze in the room stuck to you
Well now I choose
It's time to lose
It's time to lose
It's time to lose
Well now it's through
I called her home
I need time to be alone
Suspicious eyes
I hear them blink
She won't believe I didn't cheat
The same movie projected on me
Loyalty invisible
Now even this is slipping too
But I can't prove enough for you
It's time to lose
It's time to lose
It's time to lose
I don't want to write songs
I just want to be okay
I don't want to write songs
I just want to be okay
I don't want to write songs
I just want to be okay
I don't want to write songs
I just want