Illegal Joy - The Inbetween Lyrics

The black of the night comes to grow
The reaper is creeping to reap my sow
The times they come, and the times they go
I think it's time to rest my soul
The dreams turn to terror rather quickly
My stomach seems to turn sickly
I don't think it's hate that's controlling me
But the anger grows inside indefinitely
So when will the glow come and become
Something new so I can be strong
Upon a new feeling far from the void
That is my sustenance I can't avoid
Brightness comes at the strangest times
Only when you accept your final fines
Pay your tolls with your ultimate crime
Withering away into eternal time

Welcome to Oblivion; you are here to stay
Until you have faced the things you have done
And the choices you have made
Don't be afraid of the light of the blue
It is truth that is bleeding to you
Enlightenment is at your hand
You just have to leave this forsaken land
Ignore it all and stay in place
If you do, it's pain you'll taste
Running to your pre-known fate
Being reborn in a world you hate

You live to die, and you die to live
I think it's time to finally commit
To something greater than all of this
Feeling complete inside the abyss
Where is the f*cking tunnel of light
I want to see that light so bright
Burning my eyes in the dead of night
Infecting my happiness with the blight
So come and hate, come and loathe
Leave me now just let me go
I'm tainted with emptiness in my soul
Feeling the pain that comes from below

Maybe my soul belongs in fire
Far from the things I truly desire
Suffering is calling me by name
But it's the thing that keeps me sane

Welcome to Oblivion; you are here to stay
Until you have faced the things you have done
And the choices that you have made
Don't be afraid of the light of the blue
It is truth that is bleeding to you
Enlightenment is at your hand
You just have to leave this forsaken land
Ignore it all and stay in place
If you do it's pain you'll taste
Running to your pre-known fate
Being reborn in a world you hate