iLLism - Insecure Lyrics

Here I go I'm about to lose it
Sitting on stuck with the same old bullshit
Love life so damn confusing
I'm single now and it's unamusing
Cuz I gotta do this work to find someone and hope it works
And if it don't then all this time that I put in trying to see what it's worth is gone
People really don't care anymore right
They just give up quick and leave your life
Focused on the ones that get more likes
Or the fattest pockets name your price
I should quit trying
But I just really wanna wife one
But it's so hard to find one
Buried deep in the pearls and the diamonds
Girl come find me
I be struggling I need a boost of confidence
Cuz my confidants don't me making sense
But common sense ain't number one to them I just can't win so what gives
The old heads tell me what it is
Saying they don't understand these kids
And I don't either
Cuz I'm insecure for no reason damn
Am I tripping or nah
Give me 5 feet
Oh the deception
Is it just me
Let me just pinch myself
Reality is twisted in ways
That got me feeling insecure got me feeling insecure
We all some prima-donnas
She get it from her momma oh wait not really doe
Got me Feeling Insecure Got me feeling Insecure
Oh the Pressure, pressure
Of your Instagram face
Nails done hair done with the front lace
Constructed eyebrows
Contoured nose
Can I just be the Highlight of your show
Stage left
Oh
Stage right
I wanna be the one at the end of the night
When the curtains close I'm still in the spotlight
Of your dreams
Know what I mean
Good loving don't you miss out
I tell myself when I'm in doubt
Of peoples Expectations of
Me
Me
Me
But I got the rubby dubby
Real niggas know what that mean
Table for two in the bathroom stall
Bring the protection
We tearing down walls
Im on my grown shit
Ain't taking no L's
Killing my self esteem
Yep I'm so sure
Until I wasn't
Damn You're perceptions
Got me insecure
Am I tripping or nah
Give me 5 feet
Oh the deception
Is it just me
Let me just pinch myself
Reality is twisted in ways
That got me feeling insecure got me feeling insecure
We all some prima-donnas
She get it from her momma oh wait not really doe
Got me Feeling Insecure Got me feeling Insecure