iLon - XXX Lyrics

It just feels like some days I'm really really numb
Can't get out my mind
I mean, yeah, what is going on?
They say it's cold outside
And all I see is snow
One day I'll be all right
Yea, but when it's going to come?
They say I'm superficial cause I don't really talk a lot
They say I'm arrogant 'cause I don't want to give up
They say I'm anxious because I keep looking around
They say I'm less than this motherf*cker f*cking on the ground, shit
Last night I made her scream I screamed internally
My heart is bleeding I may have to need a surgery
My God I might give up if right away I don't go to sleep
You want us to hook up but I'd just like to f*ckin' leave, the f*ck you mean?
For a second look into my eyes and tell me what you see
All my fears turning alive, turning in reality
So me say ay man yeah there's no a f*cking alibi...
My girl she's mad cause i'got bipolarity
I- hate myself but I love me more
Than anybody else everybody wrong
Anybody else cannot get along
Can't find a f*cking sense on this f*cking song
Can't find a f*cking sense on this f*cking song
What the f*ck is wrong? Wanna f*cking end it
F*cking pain I gotta learn to handle it
Must a f*cking way to tryna burn my enemies ya
I'll be on the ground for a minute
Moving up and down like a digit
Bitch the f*ck you talk you're a midget
Waiting for my crown that is legit
Cause I'm a fallen king falling angel
They just seeking out for revenge and
Maybe I'm too smart for the heaven
So they just sent me to the basement
If God doesn't accept me then I'm Satan
I've got no time if you hate man
Got a bigger plan got a motherf*cking statement
Got a bigger gang, got a game, gotta play that
Got a bigger brain now I've got that brainache... f*ck that
Aaah it's so f*cking hard...