[ Featuring Laz ]
Searching for the meaning of myself in every storm
My heart can paint a picture but I still have pointed horns
What I do when love don't last
What I do when time don't pass
Searching for myself in darkness
Bleeding til my end
Searching for the beauty
From falling from the heavens
If god can see right through me
Then so can all my devils
Painting life with black paint
Holding onto mass pain
Working on myself But I put faith right in the ash tray
Holding my scars like I'm holding my guns
Point is why bother if ima just run
Losing hope in every day
So I f*ck up my lungs
I can't even help myself
Cause I'm just gonna drag me down
Hand outstretched it ain't get held
I'll be the one to take me out
A bullet for my brain
A bullet for my pain
Mama said don't leave the house
I know u by ur name
All she sees is my smile
Cause I won't be back for awhile
She don't know her prayers don't work
Cause nothings ever changed
Got it all planned
Gave her one last smile
She knew something's off
Yea she knows I'll be gone awhile
So it's back to my vices
So Ill enjoy life
Cause I'ma be gone
And I ain't coming back home
I can't even help myself
Cause I'm just gonna drag me down
Hand outstretched it ain't get held
I'll be the one to take me out
