Blasphemous Video (MV)

I wake up and feel nothing
Ask God why, but there's just silence
I sleep after my pills, I'm crying
Eyes brighter than the sky
Looks into my soul, now I feel opened
I scream in my mind, hopeless
Torment haunts me hour after hour
Now I can't wake up in my true reality
Feel so down, but a feeling of strong love keeps me up
Running from my past and my sins and the darkness
I hope I can find the light very soon
I found the light
The light is so bright
Got rid of my darkness
Stand before the presence
The love grew stronger
And it's my glorified father
I love the Altar
But where is life
Flooded earth of hatred and death
Wicked fires and wicked nights
Can't trust because betrayal is everywhere
But the light has grasped me now I'm alive
I've fallen in a deep dark hole
Praying to find a life
Beyond this blasphemed world
I hope I can be saved