In Lux - Bloom Lyrics

Yesterday was slept away
Didn't want to see the day
Nothing I could see beyond
Felt like time kept ticking on
Tomorrow I would rather be
Not awake but in my dreams
Didn't know what the bottom was
Looked like there was nowhere but up
Days and days, seems far away
Had to feel the sun again
Didn't think I would come up
Found you there at the top
Didn't want to think of future wishes
Doesn't make sense why I would
One step and I'm in the deep end
Have to think of something good
Lightning strikes when I want to feel again
Can't go on to hide
Even though I want to play pretend
I, I wanna know
When this ends
And I can begin again
I recall the day it left
With the whisper of a breath
Now I sit here and I listen
Will it come back when I need it?
Didn't think that
This could happen
Now I've sunk and I'm back in the deep end
Lightning strikes when I want to feel again
Can't go on to hide
Even though I want to play pretend
I, I wanna know
When this ends
And I can begin again