InBloom - Toxic Lyrics

Drowning in all the grief you've brought on me
The wounds will heal, but the scars will remain
Tried so hard to be who you wanted me to be
Can't even recognize my own reflection anymore
I never thought that we would ever fall apart
Know this wasn't an easy thing to say, knowing that you could never change
I cannot cope, I'd rather die
Than swallow this and f*cking lie
Hope you know this is tearing me apart, but you knew that from the start
I pushed you away, getting farther and farther 'til the fire in your eyes dimmed out of sight, out of mind
This didn't need to be so complicated (Complicated)
For what it's worth, letting go was harder than stitching on this mask I made for you
I never thought that we would ever fall apart
Know this wasn't an easy thing to say, knowing that you could never change
I cannot cope, I'd rather die
Than swallow this and f*cking lie
I hope you know this is tearing me apart
But you knew that from the start
Wish there was another way than having to beg for you to stay
I've given up this chase
Will you even remember my face?
I'm sinking deeper and deeper inside my thoughts again
This will never end, no matter what I do
My life will never be the same because of you
I never thought that we would ever fall apart
Know this wasn't an easy thing to say, knowing that you could never change
I cannot cope, I'd rather die
Than swallow this and f*cking lie
Hope you know this is tearing me apart, but you knew that from the start