Lost myself looking for purpose
Was it worthless
Am I worth it
Though I try, no I'm not perfect
Crowded spaces I get nervous
Hide it well, smile on the surface
My own wave but I can't surf it
Anxiety beyond these curtains
It's absurd to live uncertain
Uncertainties are what I'm cursed with
Broken down so out of service
Still soul searching
Need to get control of my urges
Been surrounded by these serpents
Getting snaked such a disturbance
Losing track of who I'm versus
Just me against the universe
Need space so can we please disburse
Can we please disburse
Sulk in my hurt
Tears soakin, runnin down my shirt
Ring it dry, hit the reverse
Bottle up, it only makes it worse
Don't wanna make it worse
Tryna make it work yeah
Really wanna make it work
Yeah
I know it's hard
But in dreamland it's so easier
Stay where you are
Close your eyes
You don't have to feel hurt
You don't have to feel hurt
In the meantime
Hope you realize
What's behind your eyes
You're in paradise
Know your price
Just enjoy your life
Scattered across the galaxy
In and out of love so casually
Corrupted by the sad in me
But I found a way
Way back to me
Need to practice what I preach more
No more high road, no more detours
Selling seashells by the sea shore
Feel the ocean by my feet more
Though my flights been delayed
Every dog has they day
Pick a bone, what's at stake
Learn from all my mistakes
Might never get closure
When I dream it's closer
The darkness is over
I leave my enclosure
Free as a bird
Light as a feather
What glitters ain't gold
So I learn to treasure
Myself and my worth
I hold it together
Being myself - no one does it better
No one does it better
Dreams are forever
Dreams are forever
So let's dream till forever
Let's dream till forever
Dada dada
I know it's hard
But in dreamland it's so easier
Stay where you are
Close your eyes
You don't have to feel hurt
You don't have to feel hurt
Hope you realize
What's behind your eyes
Paradise
Enjoy ya life
I know you wanna smile
Golden child
Appreciate the big and small
To uplift you when you fall