Lately i've been striving to become a better person
Theres people that do so much for me but i cant do much to return it
Am i truly deserving
I hope that i am so one day i can give back to the ones that helped me flourish
I salute the man that lends a hand from the heart
Staring blank in a world where it all fell apart
Where the government don't help so i try through my art
The struggle left welts but i've been wise from the start
I know i can overcome anything i embark
God told me to tell them so i replied with remarks
Dip and dart to mars while they march in a marsh
Silver bullets from the mouth while your shooting rounds from guns to kill the love
Point proven dead movement hope they felt better after they used it
Thats why i stay reclusive
Nowadays you never know who's got a weapon on a hip
Ready to spray us all and sprint
Shits crazy the earths fading so i'm training my brain to break free
Caught in the eye of the storm trading blows with the norm
Reprogramming my mentality to soar
Were in a war against ourselves the world and more
So i keep the peace to restore what was once a core part of our source
Hold Force
And ive been fighting urges
I've been far from perfect
I've been steady working
And steady learning
About my purpose
Im so determined
And i drift and i roam cannot tell you where I'm gone
And i sit and i zone cannot tell you where I'm going
And i just want you to know
To my girlfriend my family my friends and all my fans i just wanna tell you all i love you
I just wanna tell you all that i love you
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
I feel regretful for the way that i cut myself off
And everyday i notice more our communications gone
Even though everybody's so easy to reach nowadays somehow they're not
Im aware that my time here is limited
So im gonna do what i gotta before its ended
I wanna spread love and uplift existence
Change some lives for the better lend the youth some assistance
Down underground working in the trenches
Until I'm bubbling above the surface just like i intended relentless
Im not asking for no handouts i wanna make my own way
Self made knock the doubt right off their face
The canvas is blank so i paint
Nothing to do today so i create
They don't want you to be self sufficient
Im haunted by my vision
What is the cost when it comes to living
Were conquered by division
And falter without intention
Double crossed by intuition
Exalted like a phoenix
Exhausted from lack of sleeping
These thoughts never stop I'm thinking
An insomniac thats dreaming
I cant manage to calm my demons
I landed in the deep end but success is in my being
And ive been fighting urges
I've been far from perfect
I've been steady working
And steady learning
About my purpose
Im so determined
And i drift and i roam cannot tell you where I'm gone
And i sit and i zone cannot tell you where I'm going
And i just want you to know
To my girlfriend my family my friends and all my fans i just wanna tell you all i love you
I just wanna tell you all that i love you
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind
Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind