Ambivalence, stood still
Instinct to slaughter
The face of trauma
Lies before my eyes
I question my creed
My conscience shudders
Destroying lives
All for what protocol
An ultimatum
Consequences of a lack of adherence
To be a fugitive
When I refuse to pull this trigger
A life spent indoctrinated
All for their cause
Bring power to the soulless
Or face my peril
Lives have been spared
I flee from my blight