Hey guy I'm turning 18
You're working on some big things
You're rapping on the side but I promise if you just dream a, little
You graduated with some money but it's, little
Don't walk this life like shit is funny it'll, kill you
You worked a job but it ain't pay well
They gave you 15 hours every week so it ran stale
It's cool tho f*ck it
At least you got your money up
And not hanging out with them niggas that'll hardly give a f*ck
Shit I mean,
I'll be wrong disrespect them
Cause you lived them 4 years under all this f*cking pressure
And I'm honestly just saying that you weren't any better but that's it though
We're all a pile of shit, you take the paper rip it up until it's left in bits
Grab a lighter burn that shit up
The ashes touch your skin but
The freedom of your message getting spread is now untouched
I'm free
No pastor or a mentor could know what this means to me
You pack your things no feelings for the world no sign of glee
The great delight is what you thought you could've made of me
But you didn't
The times you could've made a move to see some love you fled
That time you could've learned in class you chose to go to bed
Man why the f*ck it seems like most my life I have just slept
Am I dead?
Close your eyes, to see your fate
Why the f*ck I gots to abide to rules I don't want part of
I wanna live a life that Im ballin but have self love
I want the self respect that comes from living different lives
But no matter who I call they cannot see my life right
"You a failure"man f*ck you ima show you how this shit can get familiar
I spit my words with power like I'm some typa hood realtor
I resurrect my fans Ima worldwide healer, I give them ear candy Im a halloween dealer
And not one label hit my phone yet , but you don't need a Nike to tell a guy "Just to Do It"
I'm feeling more likely than them internet surveys
This shit getting real deep but I ain't getting buried
I'm right here, and I'm here to stay
And I ain't let no f*ck nigga rain on my parade
I got 2 umbrellas
One for the drip, One to look nice
And if i never contacted you back my phone in rice
I am sorry, to anyone I disappointed
But ima live my life and you can feel more disjointed
The pistols not an option and neither are the books
I hope my words could smack these niggas like a right hook
I hope this message brings you back to all the things you took
When your dreams got in the way of your life and left you cooked
When it seems that everything in your life is overbooked
When it seems that everyone that you knew had overlooked