Infamous RAD - My Promise Lyrics

Cmon Boo, Pick up the phone - Hi it's Nicole
I can't get to my phone right now
Just me leave a message and I'll try to give you a call back - FUCK

Twice I've turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didnt lose
Was it the blue light
Gone fragile
Was it above the man
In a wonder steady going under

I'm thinking I'm a fool and that's a fact
Everything we gave at the time it was a blast
You fill in my everything
You are everything I lack
Both of us go insane
Your my good and I'm your bad
Yeah I get it, we have been here
Stuck lost in these last years
Barely even noticing
That time is out here passing
I wanted to get past it
Changing things, and cashin
But money wasn't it
Hell naw it had me in a mad grip
Your my f*cking angel heaven sent
Man I swear it
This is one my qualities
I WONT let you inherit
Tendencies, but Ima take us further
Yea I swear it further than we ever been
Watch, Ill make it apparent
I was just a coward and I turned my whole back
Used to meet you in the shower
Now I never come back
You asked me if I loved you
I replied of course I do
Asked me for a bumpski
I replied - Just for you
I shoulda been stronger

Twice I've turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didnt lose
Was it the blue light
Gone fragile
Was it above the man
In a wonder steady going under

Standing in the night
While we staring to the sky
Questioning our actions
Wondering how we gettin by
Honestly your beautiful
You still gimme butterflies
When I can muster up the courage
To look you within the eyes
You are something, someone I never
Thought that I would have
Country bumpkins, redheads, blondes
And blacks, they nothing to RAD
Compared to 100% perfection
Finest in the land, damn right
You better believe it, when I say it
Its fact
For what I've done to you
I feel like Im a monster
How, and why you didn't leave
I'm always gonna wonder
But in the end your here
And I feel like we have conquered
The worst - together, side by side
Ya, we exulted
Every single one my actions
All of them was ignorant
But I gotta think
Thank God that your different
And I still got you here cause
If I lost you, Ida gave up
Broken promises, and truths
To be honest
Couldnt have blamed ya
I gotta do it right
This time for the better
And I just gotta thank god
That we still together
Now I have time to show you now
Watch me man up
I hardly even recognize what I see
In the mirror
But its gonna get better
Its gonna get better

Twice I've turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didnt lose
Was it the blue light
Gone fragile
Was it above the man
In a wonder steady going under

Once was too much
And a thousand was never enough
Hundreds and fifties
I spent like thousands of bucks
But in the end
All that truly mattered was us
I am so grateful to have you
Within this life that I ruined
This is my promise
Naw never again
This i my guarantee
As your best friend
Remember
Its always and forever
Never again