Infamous RAD - The Awakening Lyrics

When my time is up will you see me
Will you remember the life I'm living
What I did, what I saw what I said
And everyone who meant anything to me
All the times I held it down
Be real, aint learn my ways from no TV
Pick a song
Anyone bet I light it up
Cause I aint stoppin now its not in me
In my city
Fom the ville to the ville and between
Got junkies lingering the nights like zombies in the streets
Every day they OD
So wont you sit right beside me
And if you been through some hard times
Then lift up your lighters
Remind you of the scars - of the past
Of the good - and of the bad
You take away the little things
Appreciate what you had
No mistake its RAD, I'm so far away from retiring
I'm only on my way - fell off relapsed, and restarted
But I picked my battles, took my lick
Maintained a life of ignorance
I learned from my mistakes and now I'm wide awake
And Infamous
I need you to know
That its all up from here
Feel like I've awaken from a Coma
And been asleep the past year
Open your eyes

I said open your eyes
(Awaken awaken)
Your in for it now
(No mistaken no mistaken)
Acted up like a clown
Man I'm shaking body aches
No where to call home
Spend your whole life alone

If this time is mine, then I mean it
Take away everything that I'm feelin
Live my life
Any way I wanna way I'm gonna any other
Tryna stop me they just stupid
Hanging with cocky thugs that's ruthless
Maintain never stop me naw you Judist
I ain't never stoppin - not gonna so screw it
All the times we shared, memories
Thoughts and endless shivering
It wasn't worth it, never was, dunno what got into me
Now I stand all sober n clean
Your witnessing
The re-birth of a kid, B-RAD to RAD
Feel like my conscience been cleared
Since I've awaken
In my body imitating
The likes of only but the greatest
This is the awakening
I want you to pay attention
Those that been sleepin on RAD
Or the society that's Infamous

I said open your eyes
(Awaken awaken)
Your in for it now
(No mistaken no mistaken)
Acted up like a clown
Man I'm shaking body aches
No where to call home
Spend your whole life alone