Infirma - Part A Lyrics

I go out for a walk
I get to think a lot
About the things that make true happiness in life
But it reamins a thought
I live a life of bore
With nothing that makes life a bit interesting
I just want some calm
A stable job a house
Someone that loves me more than I do now
Is it so much to ask
To be happy at last
And live the utopy in which I believe
I dream and dream again
Real life is not the best
I rather keep myself alive inside my mind
Where i'm who I wanna be
And I live happily
With no one there to tell me
What I have to do
Real life is not the same
Dont wanna live again another day
That is the same as yesterday
Imagination is the key
To a perfect life achieve
But no one lets me dream
And share my perfect world
And so the days go by
My life slowly goes down
Its hard to find reasons to stay alive
In heaven I could find
The things I can`t here have
The utopy I need
To finally rest peacefully