inlowspirits - null Lyrics

I know it's been a while since we last spoke
Maybe this time you'll notice
That the light won't be found behind my eyes

I never asked for this
Is it worth it to stay here and try
Or do I give up and say my goodbyes

I don't blame you for running away
But the truth is I wish you would stay

Time after time again
I can't find the way to get you out of my head

I know that this isn't fine
I'm losing myself everything time I keep looking for you
Waiting for you

One last time
Can we please try to find a way to break the silence
It's like I'm talking to myself
The way you disappear
You make it crystal clear

That there is nothing left for you to say

But I keep thinking back to the night
Where you turned to me and said

No one knows me the way that you do
I don't blame you I don't blame you
Whatever happened to the person I knew
I never asked for this

And then it went quiet.
And then it went quiet

Is this really who you are

I don't blame you for running away
But the truth is I wish you had stayed

Is this really who you are?