INNERSTATE - SSF Lyrics

I'm slipping through all the cracks as predicted
Off the radar
Mindless reversion
Danger averted
But I've been waiting
A day to day thing
Time spent contemplating
I guess I'll wait and see
Up again
And this is a familiar feeling
Another lonely monument comes crashing through again
I had to stop to stop this
Can't sleep enough I'm a mess
Don't wanna talk about the weather
But it's been part of my reprieve
And my life has been much better
Or is that all just make believe
Abandon
All reason
Consciously ignoring all the warning signs
Is part of my routine
Is it just me
Up again
And this is a familiar feeling
Another lonely monument comes crashing through again
I had to stop to stop this
Can't sleep enough I'm a mess
I had to stop to stop this
To feel it all
I had to stop to stop this
I feel it all
Up again
And this is a familiar feeling
Another lonely monument comes crashing through again
I had to stop to stop this
Up again
Up again
I'm still a f*cking mess