Insane Pineapples - Division of My Mind Lyrics

Mama said I'd be a failure
Mama said she'll make it right
To retain her expectations
I am sorry, that's your sight
And with the change of seasons
And with the changing night
I tried to state my reasons
But she always starts a fight

Trying to adapt myself, to you, dissents my will

I'm walking on fire
I'm charging a hill
Your dream isn't bad
But I'm never fitting in
Your heartless disclosure
Your headless instinct
Your dream isn't mine
But you're never giving in

So I packed up all my riches
And I mustered all my pride
Turned my face towards the future
Living with the past beside
I saw life like I was reborn
Felt the freedom on my skin
Cleaned the scares of all that deep scorn
No more problems breathing in

Finally, I found myself - who knew - the person that I had been

I'm walking on fire
I'm charging a hill
Your dream isn't bad
But I'm never fitting in
Your heartless disclosure
Your headless instinct
Your dream isn't mine
But you're never giving in

In my head she wasn't lying
But a heart is hard to kill
She is dreaming, still
I'd go mad, if I'd stop trying
Cause my head controls my will
So the heart stands still

I'm walking on fire
I'm charging a hill
Your dream isn't bad
But I'm never fitting in
Your heartless disclosure
Your headless instinct
Your dream isn't mine
But you're never giving in