Insignia - One More Drink Lyrics

One more drink
One more drink
I don't think I wanna do this shit anymore
The wine has left a dark red blood stain on the floor
One more sip
One more sip
I'm better than this shit I f*cking know I am
I can drop this shit today I know I f*cking can

I can only condense so much thought into each line
While writing about addiction and how I wish it wasn't mine
And how I keep a presence on the outside that I'm fine
While I'm trying to find words that don't sound like they whine
I'm not sure how much longer I can keep up this facade
Because I keep making plans but they always end up being flawed
My mental health is spiraling into such a bad state
Even though I really don't have that much weight upon my plate

"I'm better than this" huh that's what I believe
But who f*cking knows cause my mind's easily deceived
By another bottle my attention is achieved
Thinking I was better, god I'm so naive

One more drink
One more drink
I don't think I wanna do this shit anymore
The wine has left a dark red blood stain on the floor
One more sip
One more sip
I'm better than this shit I f*cking know I am
I can drop this shit today I know I f*cking can

Laying in this bed with a bottle next to my side
Wondering who would really give a f*ck if I died
Cause lately I've been pushing everything that's good away
Yeah I never thought that I would have to see the day
Where I end up throwing four years clean down the drain
Without a single worry inside of my beaten brain
Tonight is the night that I cave into my thoughts
Such a f*cking shame that my innocence always rots

"Just one more time" huh that's what I believe
But who f*cking knows cause my mind's easily deceived
By another bottle my attention is achieved
Thought I could heal, god I'm so naive

One more drink
One more drink
I don't think I wanna do this shit anymore
The wine has left a dark red blood stain on the floor
One more sip
One more sip
I'm better than this shit I f*cking know I am
I can drop this shit today I know I f*cking can