You're screaming so loud
My hands are still bound
You're up when I'm down
But I'm up when you're 'round
Please lay with me now
Just don't make a sound
Cause I'm up when you're 'round
But you're up when I'm down
My Aggravator
My Elevator
They don't see what I see
Everybody seems so proud of me
Cause they can't read my tells
Think he's got life by the balls
But I'm living it in hell
I don't care if i have money
Or i fix my failing health
I don't care if i don't make it
Cause I f*cking hate myself
Will it stop these racing thoughts
If i scratch out both my eyes
They don't know about the violence
Broken ribs and blackened eyes
They don't know about the blackouts
Think he wouldn't hurt a fly
When you put on a facade
They think he's such a nice guy
Bend me over your knee
Pin me down underneath
Spill my blood on the sheets
Please, I can still breathe