Internal Collapse - Decay Lyrics

Drifting in constellation
This is isolation
There is no separation
From this apparition
Searching in myself to hold on
It's so hard now that you're gone

The sky turned grey the day you decayed
Everything I held washed away
Screaming but no one came to save
Drowning in all the things you used to say
All my thoughts are decaying
All my wounds are festering
In the cold deep darkness of my ever mourning mind
Rip away all that I know

Now that you lay in the ground this weight forces me to succumb
I'm left feeling numb
Sinking through mud, my heart drowns
Void of feeling
Violent, devouring
Self-consuming nightmare
Rust