Oh
I keep wasting my time
On these lies that I feed
But I know in the end
That I'll never be free
Rejected again
Cause it's my state of mind
These closed doors
Do they hate behind?
I just hate
The way I am and now I
Cannot feel
I'm disconnecting from reality
Dysphoria is setting
In again
And I am all alone
Well I'm faking above
While I'm pulled down below
And my mind is still caught
In this grand undertow
They're laughing at me
The illusions beneath
And I just can't ignore
When they lie to me
I just hate
The way I am and now I
Cannot feel
I'm disconnecting from reality
Dysphoria is setting
In again
And I'm alone and I've
Become so numb
That nothing feels like something
I run from
Dysphoria has ruined
All I love
I look around and I'm left
In the dust
Cause I am nothing
I am nothing to anyone