In the beginning you weren't in it for the lovin'
All you wanted me was for your lust and thats f*cking it
Tried to go changing you but that shit ain't workin'
Now you're tryna' fill in dirt into a f*cking endless pit
Almost f*cking done I don't know if I can take this
Kinda getting tired man i'm always tryna' fake this
I've been walking through the halls and always putting on fake faces
Man the only thing that real is all these words I put on pages
Someone get this devil off my shoulder he's a pest
First time I saw you my heart was just beating out my chest
And now every f*cking time i'm looking all I get is stressed
I wish I woulda f*ckin' known that I was cursed when all I really thought was blessed
Gettin' tempted just to hang up cause i'm f*cking over it
But something about you just gets me and I cant control it
Strip me down and shed my skin now my hearts in the open
But the toll that you take with your lovin' and now that shits broken
Keep on stacking problems on that mountain in my brain
This shit feel like it ain't gon' stop its never ending pain
And I don' know if i'll get better or i'll go f*cking insane
Because every f*cking time i'm with you i'm in a ball and chain
I wear this crown of thorns all up on my f*cking head
I need to wipe my eyes from all these blood and tears i've shed
And man I need to fix my life because it's hanging by a thread
And God I need to hide these horns and put a halo up instead
In the beginning you weren't in it for the lovin'
All you wanted me was for your lust and thats f*cking it
Strip me down and shed my skin now my hearts in the open
But the toll that you take with your lovin' and now that shits broken