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I wish somebody would tell me that they hate me
Tell me that i wont make it
Ask me what the f*ck im chasing
Why I act so complacent
Looking as if my brain vacant
But those are conservations i evaded
Confrontations wasted
Instead im f*cking pasted
To these pages
I've been writing for ages
Going thru my phases
Ideas I tasted
But never really created
Why?
I don't really know
I know ya'll dont give no f*cks
But I just wish ya'll would say it and have some guts
Even with that it's easy sailing, Tryna embrace the sun's lux
Tryna pave ways for these niggas to run up
I know Adam did it, but it ain't enough
Aye man this place needs more niggas like us
So turn that vol up
Life is greener on the otherside, that's where I wanna reside
Where I wish to hide, all this shit I'm living a lie
F*ck trying to get by
Nigga all I want is a piece of the pie
Life is better when you got it all night
And day, and struggles never multiply
Man I wanna live with all the pride
My niggas just wanna ride
Look at us we made it out alive
Now we just need to reach 25
That's a blessing, and a gift is 55
Throwing green out my pocket like its pine
From this ground of evergreens
My god, I will forever phean
For the better taste of this scene
These values change our means
Of living been given the dream
This isn't pure
Dirty dancing dear
Shining like chandeliers
Angels when they appear
F*ck who is in the mirror
My eyes see a little clearer
Wishing she was near
Helps with the things I fear
F*ck the things I hear
Man life too weird
When death so near
I don't love my peers
I give enemies cheers
Throughout all these years
I ain't learn shit that could help me get outta here
City so repetitive
Lack of love for the melanin
Cope with sedatives
Just a young veteran
I'm here for the betterment
Of better men
So take a stand
Or get out of it
Motherf*cker be proud of it
Instead of drowning in
All that sadness, anger
Don't let it take ya
Don't let it take ya