If I was the woman you wanted
I wouldn't go through this pain
If I was really the woman you wanted
I wouldn't lie to your face
Because I wouldn't have to reassure myself
When you should assure me it's ok
Self reflection has been in denial since I can't find the words to say
I love you
But I cant
Tell you this
Lie enough
Trust myself
To size you up
I love you
But I cant
Tell you this
Lie enough
Trust myself
To size you up
Oh
But I cant no
Oh
But I cant no
When my friends
They ask me
If I would've stayed
I wouldn't know how to answer no one
Because I know I'd do the same
And I keep running round lying to myself
When I can't
Tell you this
Lie enough
Trust myself
To size you up
I love you
But I can't
Tell you this
Lie enough
Trust myself to size you up
If I look in your heart and decide to let go
Would you mourn my love or find another soul
I bet you'd tell her that I lost everything
But you'd just start over what you did to me
Oh I'd hate myself to size you up
I'd hate myself to size you up
I'd hate myself to size you up
I'd hate myself to size you up
I'd hate myself to size you up
I'd hate myself to size you up
I won't, no