IRON.EXE - STAGE. Lyrics

Guess I'll settle for a stage yeah
I been waiting for this my whole life
I been waiting for this my whole life there ain't no looking back
Have a couple kids with a fit wife
It could be all be gone in a blink of a eye
Don't get too attached
I could be out earning myself a wage
But I'd rather see myself on that front page
Vice Magazine or XXL
Guess this shit is going pretty well
Only time will tell
Exeter motives getting me through
A whole lot of everything but nothing to do
Look all this shit I been getting of my chest
But does that make me a dickhead
Am I getting ahead of myself
Forgetting 'bout my passion and searching for wealth
When it's all said and done
And all has been said
I'ma settle for a stage
Was thinking time had me but I have time
Was thinking time had me but I have time
Music my cardiac
Bad food don't pass me that
It's unhealthy I've been fasting that
Being done I'm hardly that
We celebrating where's my party hat
I could be out here drinking myself away
But I'd rather earn obligatory praise
On radio for the first time I was pretty overwhelmed
I saw my family show me love the last six months now I can love myself
Yo hallucinating every time that's why I don't smoke like that
Putting my mac in my nike bag and drive away
Seventeen verses in a week
Know it's our time today yo
Keep on keeping on and that's an ode
Keep on keeping on for you and me
So am I cold?
Yo
Brazy how I'm sleeping on a sofa and making the greatest days of my life with my home boy
But f*ck it
When it's all said and done
And all has been said
I'ma settle for a stage
If y'all don't mind I'd like to talk about this woman of mine
I been thinking about this woman of mine
I been thinking about this woman I was with
But she ain't here no more
I'm sitting here singing this reprise
I'm just sitting here repeating this message
It feels like it's a chore
It hurts my heart when I think about it or see you round
It hurts because I never got the chance take you to town
Or treat ya
It went from nice to meet ya to not very and it keeps me up
It will never happen again if I think that then I'm pushing luck
I'm sorry for what I did and I know there's return but I can sleep at night if I were to merely utter these words
I feel that I'm cursed
Maybe love was not meant to be
For me I feel like life sometimes submerges me very deep
So much so I lose my ability just to breathe
Turned to real bad dream
I can't settle till I'm the headline
Catching you at a show
You ruined me turning me to a headline yo
I'm picking up what you're putting down
I thought you'd be here for me by now
I looked away you Showed me by force
Brand new to this loving that I found
It was nothing but now I'm glorifying it
It's a fake hand reaching out for me
Were your feelings for real?
There's no reason it's done
Walk to dads try not to cry whole time I'm feeling the punch yo
Starside meant the lowest and the highest but now it's when I feel so much
The drinking and the music come in clutch
I have a preference for those with remorse
Dying after hanging up a coat's one of my flaws
I know it was never about the money or the distance
And the love you showed me is still coursing through my system yo
I'll love you till no deadline
I am new
But with you I had the best time
Yeah
Born to single mother in '06
Her love that she gave man I never dismissed
I pledge to make her proud inside my chosen field
Now that I'm here it all seems so surreal
We went through the hardships
Just us two a team for real
She always encourages me to speak up bout how I feel
We went through some relationships had to sit back and write
But we done cleared them all so right now everyone is fine
We're still together living life and growing day by day
When night time comes around know I don't have to pray
Cause I got what I need and I make my single mother proud
She can stay"that's my son!" and shout that shit out loud
And I'ma make it I told her but she's had her worries
But when I get to wealth all those problems gon' scurry
And when I get upon that stage I know that I'll kill it
'cause she is out there watching and I'm hoping that's she'll hear this
But you're not hearing us right now
You're not hearing us right now
But you're not hearing us right now (no no no)
You're not hearing us right now yeah
You're not hearing us right now
'Cause you're not hearing us right now yeah
You're not hearing us right now
Oh shit I didn't mean to unplug that
But you're not hearing us right now
You're not hearing us right now
But you're not hearing us right now (no no no)
You're not hearing us right now yeah
You're not hearing us right now
Cause you're not hearing us right now yeah