How do you think I feel?
Look at my face just full of tears
I don't want to think right now
Everyone's talking to me too loud
I don't want to have someone by my side
Who doesn't want to give or try
Tell me a line that you won't say
Hit me up when I don't have to
Deal with this shit another day
And I didn't want to have to contemplate
Whether I cut you off or not
I don't want to be in this spot
I'm not that patient I'm not your doctor I'm not the one that's gonna check on you
So don't expect me to
Lil' bitch got me f*cked up in my mood
My feelings show
My emotions blow
Out of proportion I lose control
I didn't mean to frighten you
I'm sorry if it's too much
What is this I'm trying to find?
Don't tell me tell yourself a lie
What do I get?
Ain't no benefits
You just want to throw your fit
What do I have to?
I guess I'll have to
What is this I'm after?
Ain't got no laughter
Do you see me smiling?
All this shit I'm crying in
Don't expect me to just deal with
This shit another day
And I wish I didn't have to contemplate
Whether I cut you off or not
Feels like I'm only stuck in this spot
Can you can you just stop?