I gave my all just to never get it back I
Broke the fall but I slipped right through the cracks again
Now I'm spiraling
Apologize and apologize some more like
All that I am is just something to be sorry for
What am I sorry for
The golden kid with big bright dreams
But the rust grew thick and it buried me, I'm
Covering holes with sticks and leaves
Praying the ground doesn't break right under me
Cause I give my best but theirs is better
So I hold my breath and call it pleasure I
Take a step then go back three
So cyclical, oh c'est la vie
I'm burning out but I blame the weather
I'll paint those bricks to look like feathers
I take a step then hit delete
So cyclical, oh c'est la vie
I paint a smile but I always paint it blue I
Bite my tongue just the way that I was taught to do
And I'll just blame my youth
But I can't stop
Giving my heart away to those who don't deserve it
I made a mess of things but promise that I'm learning
Losing my head over getting back time
I ran so far ahead that now I'm falling behind
Cause I give my best but theirs is better
So I hold my breath and call it pleasure I
Take a step then go back three
So cyclical, oh c'est la vie
I'm burning out but I blame the weather
I'll paint those bricks to look like feathers
I take a step then hit delete
So cyclical, oh c'est la vie
Cause I give my best but theirs is better
So I hold my breath and call it pleasure I
Take a step then go back three
So cyclical, oh c'est la vie
I'm burning out but I blame the weather
I'll paint those bricks to look like feathers
I take a step then hit delete
So cyclical, oh c'est la vie