Isabel Dumaa - Everything At Once Lyrics

I cry over spilled milk
I cry at the movies
I cry when I think that you're not listening to me
But I'm used to it by now

I'm not good at boundaries
I'm not good at conflict
I tend to avoid until I think you've forgotten
How do you think that's working out?

When every raindrop feels like a storm
When every small fight feels like a war
Not even sure what I'm fighting for

Tried to run but it's not helping
It's all way to overwhelming
What can I do if it's just my nature
To love too hard and give too much
Break my heart then have to patch it up
I'm growing tired of being someone
Who feels everything at once

So give me your burden
And I'll make it my own
I'll carry the weight until it breaks all of my bones
I know it was bound to happen
You wade in a puddle
I drown in the ocean
And if I go under would you even notice
In the past it seems you haven't

When every whisper sounds like a scream
When you mend holes but burst at the seams
What if it's all a fever dream

Tried to run but it's not helping
It's all way to overwhelming
What can I do if it's just my nature
To love too hard and give too much
Break my heart then have to patch it up
I'm growing tired of being someone
Who feels everything at once

Screaming, crying, throwing up
My feelings hit me like a sucker punch I'm
Feening, fighting, f*cking up
And I'm a wreck while you're out at brunch
Call it self destructive, unproductive
I'm always stuck in my head
It's life and death, it's one big checklist
I'll spiral, I'll rot in my bed
It's watching the news, it's losing my dog
It's listening to my favorite songs
It's missing my home, it's how much I've grown
Since I was young and dumb
It's watching the news, it's losing my dog (I feel nothing at all)
It's listening to my favorite songs
It's missing my home, it's how much I've grown (or everything at once)
Since I was young and dumb
It's watching the news, it's losing my dog (I feel nothing at all)
It's listening to my favorite songs
It's missing my home, it's how much I've grown (or everything at once)
Since I was young and dumb