Isadora - J Crew Lyrics

I've been up late nights
Counting some sheep but it wasn't enough
This shit could take some time
Over and over
Keep telling everyone I sleep fine
But the bags under my eyes are telling a different story
You know I know better
I lie under pressure
The pressure's weighing me down
But I don't tell no one with that's 'bout
You know I'm so clever
Got your friends thinking I'm doing better than you
But none of that's true
They don't know the changing room at J Crew
They don't know the clothes ripped off in my room
They don't know I'm 'bout you
They don't know that I'm still 'bout you
They don't know that 2am video shoot
They don't know your hands, they don't know what they do
They don't know I'm 'bout you
They don't know that I'm still 'bout you
I got a real hard time now telling the truth
I said I'm over you but now it's getting harder to prove
Been thinking maybe if I fake it, turn away, then I won't give a f*ck like you
I'd wear a tight dress, turn up the brightness
Shoot a new video, put that shit in high res
I be diving deep in the water, won't need no life vest
I won't need you, I don't wanna need you, no
You know I'm so clever
Got your friends thinking I'm doing better than you
But none of that's true
They don't know the changing room at J Crew
They don't know the clothes ripped off in my room
They don't know I'm 'bout you
They don't know that I'm still 'bout you
They don't know that 2am video shoot
They don't know your hands, they don't know what they do
They don't know I'm 'bout you
They don't know that I'm still 'bout you
They don't know that you're still turning me on
While I'm feeling myself to forget that you're gone
And I haven't said your name, but you know that this song is about you
About you
They don't know the changing room at J Crew
They don't know the clothes ripped off in my room
They don't know I'm 'bout you
They don't know that I'm still 'bout you
They don't know that 2am video shoot
They don't know your hands, they don't know what they do
They don't know I'm 'bout you
They don't know that I'm still 'bout you