I'm getting used to failing
And sleeping in my car
And i melted some leather on the dashboard because
My rolling skills man they just haven't gotten that far
And i swear your clothes are almost in the mail
It's on the top of my to-do list
It's just this semesters got the best of me
Don't worry friend i'll make it through this on my own
Amd i've been trying to be less hateful
And i'm getting help
The only one that i hate anymore
Is myself
If we're not going to pittsburgh
I'll just smoke in my car
I bet you're still high as f*ck from your lunch break
You know that i hate it
So i'm tryna take it day by day
Like does it still count as a sucker punch
If i'm the only one that gets hit in the face
And i'ts like i guess i kind of lost direction
And it's not that you could be a bit possessive
I'm sorry i get so hung up on things
Because you definitely didn't deserve it
I know that i'm awful
I'm probably still toxic
But you were like xanax and i got addicted
And it's f*cked the things i'd do to have you back in michigan
Sitting in my bed but i guess we're passed that now
If we're not going to pittsburgh
I'll just smoke in my car
I bet you're still high as f*ck from your lunch break
You know that i hate it
So i'm tryna take it day by day
Like does it still count as a sucker punch
If i'm the only one that gets hit in the face