Loner. Video (MV)

I realized it's me whose gonna love me
I painted a picture so good it seemed so real

Is it best lonely?
Or drowning in your company?
Don't need you, but hold me
Before you leave me lonely

Can't get it right never stays
Written it on that page
The good times go to waste
When you caught up in a chase
With the one that got away
But you tried to make them stay
Stare in a dark space stare in a dark place
I wasn't ready for it you're never ready for it
You're only ever prepared as good as now
My words are never golden
Even in the open
Baby I was hopin'