Im dying inside
But you can't see that
Left me thoughtless
And stressed
Got no one to talk to could have guessed
Try calling It say you around now
I feel down
I was always hell bound
Boy sit down
My demons are close
I gotta run
They chasing me with a gun
I remember all those dark days with no sun
Looked around I had no one
I was broken
Gone in the blink of an eye
Finding people to love that shit takes time
But I
Sit and overthink everything alone
Always on my phone
Im always on my phone
Emotions are my new home
Feel like I'm trapped in a dome
Say i'm f*cked up and it hurts me to know
Nobody hit my phone
They say pack yo bags and go
I dont wanna walk down this road
What is depression
I don't even know
But I'm scared
Soon one day
Everything will go away
A future with no pain
It never gonna change, rearrange
Ill never feel the same
Never feel the same
Like I said I'm gone in the blink of an eye
Tryna make friends told that shit takes time
But how long do I got
One day ill be dying
People always lying
I don't know who to trust
Because life is a hard long climb
The pain in life cuts deep as a knife
They say everything will be alright
I hope
I don't know how alright i'm gonna be
This shit scaring me
But I
Sit and overthink everything alone
Always on my phone
Emotions are my new home
Feel like I'm stuck in a dome
I think its time to head home
Say i'm f*cked up and it hurts me to know
Nobody hit my phone
They say pack yo bags and go
I don't wanna walk down this road
What is depression
I don't even know
But I'm scared
Soon one day
Everything will go away
A future with no pain
It never gonna change, rearrange
Ill never feel the same
Im telling you
I'll never feel the same
Because life is a game
Life is a game
Life is a game
It f*cking up my brain