Itzo - Look at the flowers Lyrics

I can't control this feeling in my hands They're guiding me to a very special place
And I don't even wanna go back there Because I know what it's like and I don't
I'm running thinking how to get up there I can tell my friends They'll try to take my hand
And I already made a deal with him Now I just need to find my empty room

I hear the voices in my head Saying it's okay to feel this way
They say I did it for the love They say I did what I deserve
But every time I'm here again I feel like I can't breathe the air
And when my eyes can take the pain My heart just stays