Ivan Scott - Am I the Good Guy? Lyrics

It doesn't matter if I could turn back time
I always find a way too sabotage my life
Every good deed will slowly disappear
My disarray and all my pain is all you'll ever hear
Maybe I hurt too much
Maybe I trust too much
Maybe Im just a not that good enough
Maybe I try too much
Maybe I care too much
Maybe I'm why you cry
Was I meant to be the Villain In this life
I never, ever said that I was a good guy

What is wrong me I thought I was going strong
But Every choice I made ended up being wrong
I could have been your hero, I could have been your saint
But every chance I get I push it all away
Maybe I'm with no luck
Maybe I'm just f*cked up
Maybe I'm terrible after all
Maybe I'm vicious
Maybe I'm vile
Maybe I'll never change
Was I meant to be the villain in this life
Cause now I never think Am I the good guy

I tried so hard
I worked for it all
Crumbled to dust I lost it all
And now I've lost you too

I know I'm not the bad guy
My intentions are still good
I know I'm not the good guy
Cause I still hurt you
I know I'm not the bad guy
I just end up being wrong
If I am wrong and I'm not bad
Am I the good guy now