ixmira - DEAD Lyrics

I've been feeling dead
For a very long time
I've been feeling dead
For a very long time
All them percocets and xanax
Got me feeling dead
All this fake love I'm feeling
Got me feeling dead
But the main thing that got me feeling dead
Is the love that you gave me
Now you're stuck in my head
Do you realize how much pain that I am in
I've been feeling so dead
See it in my eyes
Let me know
Do you see the journey in my eyes
Let me know
Do you see the pain that I'm in
Let me know
Do you feel the pain that I feel
No you don't
Cus everything you gave me wasn't real
That wasn't part of the deal
Now it's been getting hard to heal
Now it's been getting hard to heal
Only way I heal is by taking all these pills
Only way I feel something again is by taking all these pills
F*cking me up
Was I in the wrong for thinking you was mine
Was I in the wrong for thinking you would never lie
Was I in the wrong for thinking you was mine
Was I in the wrong for making you mine
Now I'm lighting up another one
Puff after puff
Now you got me feeling so dead
I don't want to wake up
I've been taking so many pills
Ima end up throwing up
Do you realize how much pain that I am in
I've been feeling so dead
See it in my eyes
Let me know
Do you see the journey in my eyes
Let me know
Do you see the pain that I'm in
Let me know
Do you feel the pain that I feel
No you don't
Cus everything you gave me wasn't real
That wasn't part of the deal
Now it's been getting hard to heal
You don't understand the pain that I'm in
I've been rolling and rolling and rolling
Speaking of rolling
Had to roll up another one
I don't want to feel the pain
Hopefully it's gone
Do you realize how much pain that I am in
I've been feeling so dead
See it in my eyes
Let me know
Do you see the journey in my eyes
Let me know
Do you see the pain that I'm in
Let me know
Do you feel the pain that I feel
No you don't
Cus everything you gave me wasn't real
That wasn't part of the deal
Now it's been getting hard to heal