I'm tired of the way shit is
Constantly telling me it fits
That my life is perfect when I feel f*cking deserted
Oh, all the praise and adrenaline
Seem like it's running component
Of my own heart
Like all I need is love
People say I'm amazing
Think that I'm okay
Think I'm in my room dancing
Like it's a parade
When they see the praise outside
They don't see behind the lie
Where I'm suffering the most
Where I would've jumped near the coast
They don't realize how much struggle I go through
They don't see how I constantly face defeat
They don't believe that I'm depressed
They find it hard to see me sad
So they pretend they fake
And tell themselves my thing's okay
Constantly telling me it fits
That my life is perfect when I feel f*cking deserted
All the praise and enjoyment
All the shit that is chosen
They don't see behind the curtains