dramatic Video (MV)

I'm paranoid
I'm so f*cking paranoid
I'm paranoid you f*cking leave me
I'm paranoid you talking shit
I'm paranoid
I'm so f*cking paranoid I'm falling into voids
Try to heal but nothing could have me avoid
Self loathing through this fear I'm coasting good
Prepared in every way you never would
I'm ready to burn it all if I could
Would rather see you burn with my rage than to have me look
Whats a different face when I've been laced with poison
Tawdry choices
Virulent emotions and voices in heavy doses
Overwhelmed and hopeless couldn't get to coppin
Innocent with motives
How to get through this with no belief that my vessel would survive
Too f*cking paranoid imagination stop past thirty five
Every f*cking thing is after me
Death or guilt or blasphemy or this corrupt culture faulting me
For my unapologetic truth Palestine the proof
Somethings f*cking wrong don't tell me I'm acting paranoid
I'm actually f*cking paranoid (HAHAHAHAHA)
You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe
You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe
You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe
You ain't gotta be that dramatic about it hoe
Love it or hate it, grown a bit too calm
Dearly the fear in me just a false of alarm
The cocky turn confident moving disarmed
Serve no boundary never mean any harm
The world is amiss cause change for a cause
No good ever done applauding bad odds
So what I don't make it past thirty five
War crimes poor children never passed five
Fear on my messages, get repetitive
Steered insensitive, grown sensitive
Live on adrenaline, past all that negative
Loved ones my evidence, they better than I'm better then
Shelter food put emphasis all this blessedness
Spread a word they memorize uh, new genesis
Erase fear with sedulous find peace in the prejudice
What's turmoil? If you haven't entered exodus
Frightening do the right thing why choke
They stepping on shoestring grips on your hope
We lie to ourselves with delusion we cope
We cushion illusions and eliminate growth
World full of biters fangs and the claws
Deceived by a system devoid of all laws
Anguish pity language big damage
Elevate through it all finding your own
Frightening do the right thing why choke
They stepping on shoestring grips on your hope
We lie to ourselves with delusion we cope (Lie, lie, lie)
We cushion illusions and eliminate growth (Lie, lie, lie)
World full of biters fangs and the claws
Deceived by a system devoid of all laws
Anguish pity language big damage
Elevate through it all finding your own
Frightening do the right thing why choke
They stepping on shoestring grips on your hope
We lie to ourselves with delusion we cope (Lie, lie, lie)
We cushion illusions and eliminate growth (Lie, lie, lie)
World full of biters fangs and the claws
Deceived by a system devoid of all laws
Anguish pity language big damage
Elevate through it all finding your own
If someone asked me why I think we as human beings are brought up to really only care for our own families friends and loved ones
You know like, why do most people follow this tribal mindset of looking after your own and not giving much attention and care
To people you don't really associate with
I think the reason is that this love attention and care we that we have is a limited resource like anything else
And with any limited resource you can't just be handing it out to everyone you know
You use that wisely to people who you know are worth it