IZEK - Faulty Seed (feat. Shelbato) Lyrics

I could change if I wanted to, ignorance in a hundred truths
Living in my own lies thinking I won't die if my body moves
I'm narcissistic and it's hard to miss it look into it
The essence of my being laying on graves of prophets pushing tulips
Yeah I hardly knew it, but I did too
Too blind to admit that I'm schizo, phrenic I hear panic in my voice
It's outlandish when you're manic in the void
Making choices all devoid of evil
But it's demonic if you let the world alone deceive you
Ego
Don't get it twisted I learnt my lesson
Identification will truly devise and conspire to alter your wisdom
If I identify with god that's my religion
Suffice to say that sentiment alone would blind my vision
But bridges burn and pages turn
To my surprise I come to find my aches would yearn to then return
To my creator if I could say it know I'm serious
I came from a long line of muslim borns & blood filled Syrians
I found alignment in it all & in my body's meridians, you're feeling it
The energy is flowing there's no defending it
So f*ck the naysayers saying there's no definitive answer
Cause if it's true then my demise will soon perish and pass up
Its beauty in the amalgamation of religion and spiritual energy
It's difficult to see faults in a better me that would bewilder me
A bit of me was absent, a bit of my was anxious, finding traction, thought I found meaning in my lack of resentment call for action
I hope one day I could visit Medinah
Compose my demeanor
To never wonder if higher self is fused with ego
I wonder it and you would to
If u wasn't caught up in natures ways & bullets that could mute you
Part of me
Don't know what part of me
Talking to all of me
I'm product faulty seed
Rolling up my sleeves
He grew up with a broken soul
A broken home
Met up hallucinogenic seventeen when he fried to bone
He's Palestinian by the way a product of lack of prognosis
A product of lack decency and prospect
Pinch me out this dream
An angry father bring the family freshly new to middle east
Grew up poor but privileged
Can't compare me to no other kids
Even though
Every morning with no warning, everything falling zero cautions
It's often mama balling tears, fear calling, we haunted
God trolling, no joke when, real problems just problems
Can't solve em peace not an option not very often, no
Why we never could blossom and now you know
More pain, more drugs
On the cusp of suicide, when brother tried
How father rage, how mother cry
But Jiggy tough, passing time
Jiggy aged, we crossed lanes, I've made a friend
Finally met his little brother realized in this world we needed nobody but each other
Shared his story seeing it from this mature perspective
Now my obvious question why did your past intentions shift that blade to vein
My own hardships answered with self suicide prevention aid
We bonded over simple message
Try relieve the pain when injustice prevent it
Today we see the USA tax Falasteeni's lives
Yemen hungry, Sudan borderline no civil ties
Congo where the communist has colonized
Yes were privileged, don't compare us to no other kids
Part of me
Don't know what part of me
Talking to all of me
I'm product faulty seed
Rolling up my sleeves