Said I'm way too weak
I feel way too weak
I got way to much to do
I'm in too deep
I've got a lot to think about
A lot to see
A lot of people out here
That I'm trying to please
I ain't tryna eat alone
I'm tryna feed my team
F*ck a desk job
Man that shit aint me
F*ck what they say
I don't care if you hate
I'ma keep grinding
And f*cking chase this dream
Till the end of me
Till the death of me
Till my soul separates
From the rest of me
Till my old age body
Looking back at me
Like "yeah I gave you all
The f*cking best of me"
Went through it all
No regret in me
I did shit my way
No resentment in me
No vengeance in me
No tension in me
So I gotta do some venting
Gotta put out my Confessions
Of a Dreamer
This is new to you
Muso
Girl I'll f*cking stay true to you
Cuz I'm way too in love with you
I'm way too in love with you
I love spending time with you
I swear, I love getting high off you
I can tell you know I love it when I touch you
Can't wait to indulge you
And when I do
I swear I'll Aim For The Stars
Aim For The Stars
In case you missed it
I hope you get this
Letter I wrote
I swear it seems endless
Straight from the heart
I'll make you proud
Don't you ever forget this
Yours Truly
I hope you've read this
I hope you accept it
Cuz' my dreams coming true these days
My team coming through this way
I swear they'll all
Know my name
No one will ever
F*cking take my place
It's the 7th year
I've got shit to prove
Man f*ck the hype
I've been dreaming lucid every night
And I'm having the Time Of My Life
Let's go
I feel like the waves breaking against the shore keep echoing my name
And the tides feel like they'll never come back in
I watch the sunset over and over again
Hoping that when it rises it will hide all the scars that mark my mind
But I know that when the light leaves
Like the stars they'll shine
And I'll have to be filled with a constant state of dread and hate
I feel the jealousy crawling under my skin
Itching at my every nerve
It feels like a snake has borrowed my body as its home
And I wonder if it will ever leave me alone
But I know that it won't
I know this green better than I know my story
It irks me and twists at my brain
Feeling insane as the first thought makes a spotlight entrance
And never exits the stage as scripted
I wonder what it feels like to not feel like this everyday
To not feel like the sky could break at any moment
And the falling shards of glass cut only you
To not wish for a last breath or drown your pillow in tears
I easily forget how fragile I am
And I always wonder what it's like to not be