J Cryptic - I Did Wrong Lyrics

You could say what you want I could say that I tried you could say what you like I could see things ain't right
All of these days feel wrong fighting until we can't no more 5am at the door feeling hurt I ignored you
Until it was through decisions decisions I'm making a move before I start breaking and changing the rules
Doing the same shit and still playing a fool and I can't tell you how many times I was sorry
For everything that I did I was hardly the man you first met when we were just starting your eyes would puff up
It was disheartening it gets dark bring the light because I'm stuck in my ways I've got nothing but space
But in your heart I have no place
What do you think about me what do I think about me I don't want to feel like I need you right beside me
Three years it goes so fast I know I f*cked up crash every time you want the truth I f*cking pass going to hell I am
That's just how I think use to smoke and drink feeling shame I'm on the brink of ending shit and jumping
Blink and then you'll miss it how I sink into these thoughts impressive use to say I hate you until I learned
I really hate my messes It's depressing sit in my room all night second guessing Oh god
Oh God I'm in need of a blessing
You could say what you want I could say that I tried you could say what you like I could see things ain't right
All of these days feel wrong fighting until we can't no more 5am at the door feeling hurt I ignored you
Until it was through decisions decisions I'm making a move before I start breaking and changing the rules
Doing the same shit and still playing a fool and I can't tell you how many times I was sorry
For everything that I did I was hardly the man you first met when we were just starting your eyes would puff up
It was disheartening it gets dark bring the light because I'm stuck in my ways I've got nothing but space
But in your heart I have no place