Early bird get the worm out, I stayed up for nights
Been trying to tell him, nigga, life is just life
Put my pride to the side, pushed it back cuz I was right
Even gave him loose change cuz, I thought that we was tight
Like, why am I so nice
They said I'm question God, but I'm bold, so I'm like, why
I had a child, and put a gun to my eye
Couldn't wait, to took a shower just to go in there and cry
I had postpartum too, they like, how you a guy
At this point, I ain't shy, I'm insecure about a lot
I'm not trippin' up or nothin' cause my shoes always tie
I don't need no hospital just to tell me that I'm Dyin
My Overthinkin, overthinkin' and I barely even try
I don't party, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't think
How you think I'm in a house with my child
I enjoy the small things, remember times I used to cry
Beside my child, I'm ashamed
Because I spent enough time around my child
I feel lame all the money that you make
It don't mean a damn thing, child, I really want you home
Playin' tag is okay, no, it's really not okay
Dry Eraser, forget the money, I'ma chase
Chase my child, f*ck a bank
Apologize, I got low self-esteem
Anxiety, it be times I can't breathe
Tell me how I'm really supposed to trust anything
Seein' magic every day like I'm on a dream team
I know tricks, ain't for kids got me watchin' everything
Woke up, you see a whole nother day thing, don't complain
I got real deal family in the sky R.I.P
Keep it P like I'm in a spelling bee
God, I need you now, tell me who I'm supposed to be
Don't you ever say I you knowin' it was we
Don't you ever say no we if you knowin' it was me
Talk to Brodie when I'm down, he got motion like a Wii
Ain't no countdowns, boy, this ain't no hide and go seek
If you really wanna grow, then you gotta plant it your feet
Go far as I can go, being me, we gon' see
No you can't tell me nothing
Livin' my life
Losin' hope, bitch, I came from nothing
But it's gon' be alright
Gotta continue to fight
Like a ref, bitch, I earned my stripes
I'm venting my feelings in mic
Cause no one understand my life