J Dot - Searching Lyrics

I'm the one that told you better Tell me how you treat me like that
If I did the same thing back then I know you wouldn't like that
Finally got yourself together God, why I'm not excited
Stop acting like we still united Cause you know we not united

I'm still searching For the love
For the love
I don't know what just happened I know you was my distraction
Tears falling where the napkins I'm at my limit like I'm maxing
Got a question, baby, ask ten now I careless about your messages

We not f*ckin' who you sexin' that is not mine, I ain't trippin
Tryna see why I still care I don't know men I don't got an answer
You be tellin' me to contact you But it's hard when you barely answer
Hard to break the news to you Baby girl, I got cancer, sike

I lied I lied I just wanted you to answer
I've been crying, got my head hurt I don't know I'm not perfect

I'm that one that told you better Tell me how you treat me like that
If I did the same thing back then I know you wouldn't like that

Finally got yourself together God, why I'm not excited
Stop acting like we still united Cause you know we not united
I'm still searching For the love
For the love

God on my side, I cannot give up
I been staring at myself in the mirror like, what
I know He comin' I'm time he always be clutch
Got my head down, but it gotta be up

Got my faith in God, so I never give up
To my future girl, baby girl, what's up
I ain't even met you yet, but I know you enough
I pray that I cherish you and show you all my love