J Floatin - hope is eternity Lyrics

I been lost in for heat for so many seasons
Locked in the winter, rocky and bleeding
Calling me caesar, conquer the region
Of thoughts, the demon repeating

All the tropical weekend, lead me to dominance weakened
Darkness I'm sleeping, reaching
Childhood trauma, with monster, I'm bleeding
Watching the season cease by the beacon, ain't blaming nobody me

Popping the vein and I'm telling my demons to come back
Reliving my fears, feeling it fully, on everyone of my tracks
Discernin the hate, the hurt that they gave, they'd burn in the rage
Your Internal worth is amazing, yearning for greatness, shedding the weight of the past

I thought to be a different person, once I got a girlfriend
But I realized and occurred then
The problem wasn't that I didn't have one as the world spin
My fundamental happiness was personal, and

I needed to actually find myself in my core, ay
Even when the perfect girl will reassure me, and open up doors
10 minute planks, sweat in my pores
I needed to find myself
See, I'm the man, ready for war
Need to go fix my health
I said everyone can, yes I am sure
Just ele vate to your realm
Nobody control you, nobody hold you
Only you save yourself

There was a time when I built as a person just to not feel the pain
But I put the 'I' in the man, making myself as main
Person in my family putting their name to the grace

Where's the tragedy, I'll make a change of pace
Never be shaken, forever chasing, uh, uh, I'm gonna claim my last name

Mother desire the best for me, I ain't messiah with recipe
I know what's right for me, fight till I ain't got no left of me
Saying this rapping shit ain't giving me living, maybe
I'll be the person I'll save, don't need to worry
Fixing the good, ain't walter white with the chemistry

Shoutout to Nano and Jay, supporting me all the way from the beginning
Shoutout to Yung Love, Andrew Chu and George, hoping we'll make it one day
Still ain't forgetting my fans, who was here since mine of an addict and
I been so manic, ravaging good and bad, walking in sky like anakin