J Hooligan - The Real Me Lyrics

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
J Hooligan
I done really lived a life now I gotta own it (Own it)
Livin' the streets ain't shit I had to show it (Show it)
Thinkin' of leavin' but you know you can't
Keep on livin' I know I ain't a saint (Saint)
Shit I did was stupid and dumb
Livin' off drugs always gettin' numb (Gettin' numb)
Really doin' shit on my own
Doin' the shit that made us known (For real)
Really wanna change and be a better man
Always gotta know where I stand
Changin' for the better I know I can
Thinkin' of ways to make a plan (Make a plan)
F*ck what's goin' on I need a change (Need a change)
Look at me now I'm actin' strange (Strange)
I just wanna live my life and make it good
Askin' myself if I should (For real)
Streets made me who I am (You already see)
I don't even know who I am
Without the streets to back me up
I'm goin' through it, it's gone be rough
Hittin' licks and runnin' up a bag
Just to young to bang a flag
I don't give a f*ck that's what I'm on
Comin' to think I really won
The shit I did was neither right or wrong
Thinkin' I ain't gone be here to long
I can't have the streets catch up to my fam (For real)
Catchin' bullets, shootin' back like bam
I'm just sayin' what the f*ck I don't give a damn
Cause like I said that's who I am (Pow)
Askin' myself if I can see another day
Workin' so hard, gettin' money, gettin' paid
F*ck the bullshit can't do it nomo (Can't do it)
'Member them days when we slept on the floor (Slept on the floor)
Niggas really think they lived what I lived
All this pain, drama I done give
Just wanna say the shit that I say
Can't even live in my own way
Livin' like this you can die any day
Bein' in a casket, do you really wanna lay? (You don't wanna)
You don't wanna do the things that I did
Thuggin' thuggin' thuggin' since I was a kid
I just wanna let you know the things that I do
Bein' a dumbass, actin' like a fool
Always gotta burner on my side (Pow)
Never knowin' when I'm gone die (Yeah)
Gotta up the shit to make a point (Yeah)
Shit so sad rolled up a joint (Yeah)
Boom, boom, boom, pow
Boom, boom, boom, pow
Boom, boom, boom, pow
J Hooligan