J. Palma - September Lyrics

This ain't me, it's you
You know me I don't play to lose
Got options but I cannot choose
You say you love me you must be confused
That ain't me, it's you
You know me I don't play to lose
Got options but I cannot choose
Yeah
You say you love me you must be confused
Always had a home
But never felt sheltered
I'm getting older
I'm moving different
Change in weather
Cause I started warm
But now I'm getting colder
And I'm not sure if I care less or more
I'm feeling like I plateaued a while ago
Not sure if there's more in store
Feels like my ceiling was made from concrete
I'm pushing on it
But it ain't giving
There's no way
That I'll change
You think you'll always have place
Until you find out that they dont want you to stay
Mouth's moving but there's nothing to say
Your body language speaking for you today
It's always the same
This ain't me, it's you
You know me I don't play to lose
Got options but I cannot choose
You say you love me you must be confused
That ain't me, it's you
You know me I don't play to lose
Got options but I cannot choose
Yeah
You say you love me you must be confused
It ain't as good is it could be as of late
Like when they say that things are great
But I'm sure that you'll just let it rock
You never think before you talk
Emotional above it all
Now I'm Stuck between that rock and a hard place
I'm blatant with it
I never bothered with saving face
I'm saying things that should have been said in the first place
I built my fortress
And I thought that I could keep it in but I'm caving
I'm losing patience
I'm crossing lines on the borders I ain't safe in
But I'm only in positions I've been placed in
Oh but you don't really care do you
Cause it ain't always fair to you
And I put this above all
I understand you wanna ball
But this shit is uncalled for
And I know that I can take it
Just don't know if I can make it
I'm In love with far from safe things
I'm instigating
Procrastinating
But never faked it
I'm negative but optimistic of the problems you've created
Shit I Love it then I hate it
But I know what I have to do I just need to face it
This ain't me, it's you
You know me I don't play to lose
Got options but I cannot choose
You say you love me you must be confused