J. Rico - Carry Me Lyrics

God I can't do this on my own I need help
Lately I've been feeling small like no one could hear me yell (Yell)
And it's crazy cuz a couple weeks ago I felt connected
To your love but now all that I can feel is neglected (Neglected)
Man, feels like I a ton of bricks are on my shoulders (Shoulders)
And everyday they multiply and I just keep falling lower (Lower)
Satan attacks wit lies and deceit
From the closest ones to you not always your enemies (Your enemies)
Ya see that's been getting to me lately (Lately)
And honestly I've been deceived greatly (Greatly)
So insecure and so lazy (Yeah)
I don't feel myself anymore it's crazy
And I just found myself in you God
Like, I just made my faith my own it's so odd (So odd)
I even let go of my job so we could bond
And now it's so hard to even try to get along
I feel like I know wrong but no matter what I do
It feels like the opposite of getting closer to You
And it hurts. I've felt this way before
Separation is the worst (Separation is the worst)

Sometimes I yell to sky with a balled up fist
Feel like the world hates me more than they did Chris
I'm just doin what I can to live a life that's righteous
Mama always said that there will be days like this (Ahh)
But I been feelin low these days
Heart is gettin cold each day
Lord I just wanna see your face
I just wanna see your face (Yeah)

Please come rescue me
I dug a hole too deep that I can't climb
They say seek and then you will find
Peace in the One Divine
Lord so here am I
Humbly broken before your presence
This my dm to the heavens I pray that you get the message
I'm just asking for your blessing

I'm sorry I need a second

Cuz sometimes I feel a disconnect
Like I'm the only talking and haven't listened yet
Like a wall conversation and I'm sick of it (Sick of it)
Everything I do feels so dissonant
Father can you help right now I know you're listenin (Listen)
I keep tryna hit the target but I end up missin it (Missin)
Kissing up to society and everything in it
Hey young world, it's been a minute (Minute)
All of my biggest fears are on a loop
I've been going thru the motions fallin farther from you
I know your eye is on the sparrow so you're watching over me
Still can't believe how much my life has changed since I was a teen (Teen)
You had my back since day one even when I don't deserve it
And I know that You take care of all your servants
So God I mean no disrespect, I come from a place of humility to repent (God I'm sorry)
I can't even doubt that You want the best for me
Cuz You always got me with my needs
You provide wind for the seas (For the seas)
So I know that you can carry me (Carry Me)

Sometimes I yell to sky with a balled up fist
Feel like the world hates me more than they did Chris
I'm just doin what I can to live a life that's righteous
Mama always said that there will be days like this (Ahh)
But I been feelin low these days
Heart is gettin cold each day
Lord I just wanna see your face
I just wanna see your face

Sometimes I yell to sky with a balled up fist
Feel like the world hates me more than they did Chris
I'm just doin what I can to live a life that's righteous
Mama always said that there will be days like this (Like This) (Ahh)
But I been feelin low these days (So low)
Heart is gettin cold each day (So cold)
Lord I just wanna see your face (Whoa)
I just wanna see your face (Yeah)