Jachin Kedar - Now Is Not Allowed (feat. .Shae.) [Bonus Track] Lyrics

Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
That gently touches my soul (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (I'm loving you till there ain't nothing left)
That gently touches my soul
You fell in love with a soldier that is without a war
So tho I touch you my mental is on a separate shore
So when we took to the ocean and tried to ride the flow
We both are caught up in separate currents and drift apart
I know it's ugly and maybe you're perfect for me
I just wanna learn how to love me
The way you f*cking love me I know
This won't the ending you were hoping for before
And I know that i could give you more
But I purely been unruly at the peak of my sin
I mean this truly girl there's beauty in the ink in my pen
I know you think my heart is darker than the hue of my skin
But dishonesty's the product when the trauma set in
So we hurt people that love us
And love people that hurt us
The feeling is far from sweet when the people we love dessert us
It kills me I'm the reason, that you no longer around
I just wish that I could show you now
But now is not allowed
Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
But Now Is Not Allowed
That gently touches my soul (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (I'm loving you till there ain't nothin left)
That gently touches my soul (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
I fell in love with a flower that was without a sun
And made a fool of myself for thinking I was the one
To give you light
When the timing wasn't right
You reminded me that I was walking blind into the night
So I pray you get this message
Even tho you won't respond, cause you stopped answering my calls
So I hope you hear this song
I've been tryna say I love you but loving you feels so wrong
You know they say don't know what you got until it's gone
But f*ck it, I understand
And I know that this ain't healthy for me
You met my fam, and now you say you ain't ready for me
I just wanna know how the f*ck you up and leave
After swallowing my pride and placing my heart on my sleeve
F*ck it, I'll never get it
Lessons I won't forget em
I'm learning to put myself in some better positions but now
I guess I'm stuck
Loving you until there's nothing left
When really I should be focused on how to love myself, Jachin
Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
How to love myself
That gently touches my soul (Yeah, yeah)
I'm loving you I should focus on how to love myself (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
How to love myself
That gently touches my soul (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
I'm, in love with you I should focus on how to love myself